How sweet it is. If you are a writer it is a good thing to b able to write, and to write what you think or feel.  Sometimes that is not always a good thing, but its important to a writer. Those of you who do not write somtimes it may be a little hard to adjust to someone as I am. Would you like to be me for just one day? I don't think so. and any way I would not change who I am for anybody else. Like who could I replace my self with? I tell you no one I know, they have issues of their own, and I really could not fit their shoes. I know a lo of beautiful people, they are are right where they need to be as far as I'm concerned. I would not trade them for any thing. S you are well? If you can control the thoughts that come into your mind you have mastered all of you problems,Right? Sorry, that takes a lot of very hard work, can be achieved but not often and not by many people. So hang on in there. Nothing is beyond solving, NOTHING. I'm good, thing wild, crazy thoughts. Just thoughts as I would deem wild. To some of you they may be nothing, who knows? Back to our subject.  If you remember I started this series by talking about teens in trouble, and what they really go through to survive. They are injured in all kinds of ways, by all kinds of people. First their parents, dad, mom, grands, other kin. Peers, so called friends, teachers, administration,staff, business people you name them,you add to the list. The point I'm making is evil will stop at nothing and no one to break you down and cause you to error. A daily happening on this planet. Youth, the very young are targets. I will say the main targets. They are beautiful ,strong, self willed,and determained. They are equipted to do damage. The miss guided energy in them can cause a wind fall of choas in a falling jungle. We're here. The penitential system is  designed to hold and contain people. Not train you per/say,but keep you bound and held for gain. Need to invest? try that system, a big industry. With yes, some government input. It will never go away on this plant, sorry to say that, but its true. They are designed to capture and hold ignorant individuals who have no clue as to the natuer o such  places. Some of the most brillent minds are right there, and I tell you they are making money too right there and spending it right there. Now, you've heard this before, what have you done lately to decrease the likly hood to dispense with the problem? A big question Yes? Little done yes. I have a U tube video coming up next week, about a group a people from the state of California, who have a pision minestry. The organizer was herself in the system, God delivered her and now she goes back into the system to help deliever others. If you can catch that. I have many videos comng up. I'm out somewhere all the time getting information to help someone some where. Our youth need you. The youth betweenthe ages of 12- 19. The most danderous people on the planet! I love them, they are my kind of people. They can be as straight as straight, and crooked as crooked, who cares I do.  If you know how to pray, pray for them, I don't care how they seem to you, you bearly made it yourself. HUm! The beauty of this planet wasted, abandon, kicked up and out of our so call bourgeoisie society. You go up and look down on me, Yeah? You better know it. It happens everyday! I don't care if you ar purple green all over it happens, if you are the so called white. Admit it. be kind, be thoughtful, be loving, you never know who you are going to need on your way down.  May be one of the ones who have learned alnost everything they know in a prision cell. Do you have a loved one there get them out of there!  Next  week the other endangered group, young Men and Women from 20-33. You think not think again. Until then walk with your back straight, your head up and look out you may see me any where. I'm looking for you, I know you need a hug. From anybody from me. I Love you still(**)

I have not communicated with you in a while, just wanted to know everything is  alright. Its a good thing to write again. I've been very busy. I'm busy now, but I just had to say hello. I hope all of you are well. I feel that you are so shape up, and get it going. We are as we say we are. You should know me by now. I feel what I say and say what I feel. Right? Right. And I answer,lol. I do want to have a brief conversation with you, concerning our teens. I'm concerned. It is a level of great danger.  So many have fallen maybe even some of you. That age is just dangerous, Strong,and very heavy on which way is up! They always find a way, but is always the right way? No and Yes. It depends on the teacher. YES TEACHER. Not always the one in the classroom in a educational enviorment. And sometimes yes it is.  The highest scrutiny at all times should be taken and always always applied.  I taught students who knew all kinds of things I did not know. They were street wise. They had been taught very well. They knew stuff I had to learn in order to communicate.  I did want to communicate, that is who I am. I'm a communicator. I want to know what the other person(s) need me to know in order to have a conversation. I still do. I never rate myself above anyone. I live by high standards, I expect a lot from people, I never settle for less than the best I can have. I was taught this way thus I devloped my on throry on resolution and involvement. I can become who you are with the intentions of never changing who I am. What happens? I take on the traits I need to be a better you.  Then I can communicate with you to you,thruogh you, without extracting the basic ingredient of what it takes to make you run. Without stealing who you are. I only add what it takes to refine and redefind the better solution of YOU. Communication unification, preperation, my brand of mateuration, spicification, meticulously sharp,and witty. I feel if I know so should you. My quest is to know all I can know for all that it means,to the person I communicate with.  In other words to know as much as one can possibly know without breaking the law of LOVE. Some things a person should just have for themselves, to keep just that way. Its between you and God.  That is where I stop. and the other person begins.  All knowledge in human kind needs boundaries. Don"t even try to cross into mine, I'll get rid of the whole package.  That is the truth. More about  the teens when we meet again.  I hope that will be the subject. This will always remain I sure do love you, you can count on that(**)laurissiajohnson@att.net

Hello all! I'm excited! There is something going on and you know what? I don't know what it is. I like the unknown because unexplored things tend to excite me into creativity. I really like that.  I try to stay connected, it does not always work,because for some reason the familiar, makes it gusture toward me and stills a large swap of my time. What can I say?  I love adventure, I always will. I always manage to get away in my mind or peacefull take a strool in my ever ever thoughts.  Lately, everybody is busy doing what they do, but every now and then my turn meanders toward he person who is me, and joy fills my desire to get off the main highway in life.  Not enough of us do that.  I associate that to  a power move. I want to know what is beyond me, far flung in the distance I'm unable to see, hear or touch.  There must be people there I need to meet, to touch to to engage in the most elective relationship acquired.  I'd like to meet someone who was not afried to know someone they never knew before and just sit and reach plateaus in junction.  I love people. and all the people I love don't share the same flavor. Thus, as the thing i use to request of my husband died with him. Lets go have breakfast in Arkansas (and all these places, I would just look at at a map.),have lunch in Kansas, and dinner in some western part of Oklahoma. Yeah, it was very limited sometimes, but very emotionaly satisfying, it all pleased me. Not all the time, but most of the time he wanted to do just that. Please me. All the places I would choose would be places where we were complete strangers. That was sometimes hard to do decause we were well known.  He was a man of all seasons, He lived waving ,speaking, talking to and laughing with everybody he met. He was the extreme of me. He was a world travler. In fact we traveled our entire marriage, until he became ill, Then he didn't want to leave  the house for anything but McDonalds and to go to the nice Dr. he would call his physician. Put up with me this week, thank you. I have these moments every now and then, I'm glad you're there to share with me, that means a lot . Even my reader in Russia.  Thank you for reading what I write. The  sentence structure is not always correct nor the spelling,i still am not a typist!. I write and I get so excited I don"t go back and proof read. Yeah, I know, trecher, Yeah, teachernknows better, not teaching right now, just writing. Those of you who have been blessed to have a mate, a husband a wife, please enjoy that. To have someone to walk through life with is  and can be so very fulfilling. Don"t treat that lightly. It means everything.  Those of you getting ready to marry, stay focused on the prize. Make sure that person is your prize,and make it count for all time. and always remember that , that is a person and not a thing.  Someone to be adored, and stroked constantly. It always returns, maybe not the way you presented it, sometimes even better.  Some times a little bit, take the little bit with a smile, ladies, that seems to always fall back on us. But I tell you it will get better, I'm a winess. 51 years of marriage to the same Man.  When it ended it hurt, but it was all good. I'm here I remember every moment, of all the times we had together.  All of them were not good, but I marrried for a life time. There was no abuse, a little crusing every now and then. Sure, we were human, I did know some words, he did too, a pastors son. But hay, It only lasted long enough to get the words out, oh yeah, and it would happen again but not often, jus enough for us to say Hay wait I am still on the planet and I do matter!  Yes Lord, we did matter.  I still have four witnesses to that truth. Therr sons and a daughter. I miss spelled three(3). I do know This computer is not acting right needs to be replaced. hum, But not now. You are priceless. thank you for reading what I write.  For those of you who are philanthropist, continue to follow your money. Make sure that what you give goes to exactly who it was intended for.  Thank you always and forever for sharing with those who cannot help themselves.  Let us pay a little bit more attention to our teens. They are almost just out there. They need us so badly. You do remember don't you? Please never forget what it wsa like to be a teen. One of the most devious ages one can attain.  Everybody likes little children and babies, but who gives a care about somrone who knows as much as you do, or almost as much and will let you know it ? I care. Yes I give a Care! Pray with me for them. Please think about them They need us also, They all need us. Thanks again remember I really do love you, Sure enough!  We'll meet here again(**)

Hello, its good to  know you are there again. you've been on my mind lately. I hope you are well. When you do come to mind I have learned t pray you off, that simply means, I pray until the thought you is not so strong.  I do hope all is well with you.  Back to the drawing board.  of course tonight it will not be as long of a writing.  This is Saturday night again.  I' concerned about something. Our Story Tellers are really engaged upon some derogatory words to describe our females.  Our Story Tellers are the Hip Hop Musicans, (Rappers). I respect them highly.  I want to know what is going on with the Words Bitches and Whores. In a way I found out. I saw some trerrible things that females are say to fellows. it is not good.  I noted the language that was used and I understand a little  better.  How much is a man supose to take?  How much is a young woman supose to give?  I see they really don't  know they have limits.  It kind of goes both ways, because if you presist and and also acknowledge almost every invitation you have then shown the secret to your success in an area. and soon everybody will want a piece of the action.  How much do you have to give in succession without becoming depleated in an area,visa/versa.  How much is one willing to pay to know, that SPECIAL DOES AS SPECIAL IS! Special is not a feeling, special is not a do baby do. SPECIAL IS I'M IN TO YOU!  Usually you is not always the prettiest, or the  most handsome, nor even the one who can pay the most for a service. That Special one always comes with a jelly wrapper intertwinned with LOVE. Love is what makes the difference.  A play on love never stops to amaize me.  It can not be duplicated. It can not be sold, it cannot be traded no not for any thing or an amount. People cannot take the place of any other person no matter how stately of rich. No Stand Ins, even a mask only works for a very short time. Love is very above our heads. That fact shows in everything we do.  Most people usually choose a copy cat to make do for the Real Thing.  This place is so messed up. so upside down.   You know we have not taught the young a thing.  I am finding out why as I live, most of the people living here really don't know enough to teach.  That is why we clammer at each others throats and try to devior and seize every oppointunity to end someone elses progress. Hate, Envy, Greed.  This is what we have taught. My God, what a mess!  This brings me to my last blogg. Students are taught how to cheat, crusify and kill anothers students gifts and dreams, by teachers and parents who desier to see that student excell above all the rest.  They are fed traps for fools.  They are taught how to cheat at being friends.  How to use a friend up, and then put them down. Money and infulence control grades and attempts at success.  A student has to be very gifted and strong to over come the money game.  The child whos parent who has the most money  has the most pull in a school enviorment.  Teachers usually don't have the cash flow the the influence and the knowledge to convert energy into cash flow.  Children can be and are most times can be the most destructive humans on this planet.  They learn fast and are very easy to be influenced by the right source.  Think again if you think not.  It happened in our community. it still does with the cash flow we have, the same thing happens. I was born and  I was told I was a mixed race child. and in our society if any part of you is African the Whloe part of you is African!  I don't have a problem.  I kewn who I was when I was 2.  I'm just saying the problem is wide spred not race bound.  I know, I felt It I lived it.  Talk to the Hand! Most school reunions are just a farce. A display of look at me now! I made it in spite of you!  Few get to say if had not been for you I don't know where I WOULD BE!  I've heard that before, it feels good.  I wish I could have done more.  What have you done lately to swing that pendulum into favor for a child who seems so down and out.  Not always the highest score, but maintains a score. Mantained scores show diligence and perseverance. This child really never received any special attention by professionals, where another did, but their strenght in judgement and attention to details took them to a higher place. I respect thoes Students. They never give up, and make every class reunion. See you next time, Remember , I love you.

A book review with author Brian Jones

Out-of-Body to Hell, pt. 2 of 2