Watching our childern...

So the man did eat. Just what the evil one wanted. Ladies you see ,the power was given to the 'man'. I don't mind at all. I know what to do with the power God gave to me.Please find that out before it is too late.The perfect place here became the cold, callous,bleak,den of doom.How do you feel right now? left out, left alone,shut down? All of that at times. We all feel that way at times.You've been here a for a little while,thing about someone who just arrived.I know you did. our children, our youth. Babies born each second I write this come here to the same place we are,and what do you suupose most of them find? The teens who have done so well this brief visit, who have to return home in the future,and face the music of a government consired to be terrorist.(The two youngsters from Afganistan.)  They will have made their dubt,and leave a resounding bravo oscar night,but what will it cost? We need to pray for their safety,now! Not only for the safe return but for their judgement of others.Hurting people hurt people.Psychology#101. Not only people but everything they come in contact with.This is where we live. It is not your fault,Its not Gods fault,if that what you want to come to your mind, I'll grab that thought right now!Its is and always has been evil.Scientist offer us guestimations of earts existance. No one really knows. Really no one really cares.We all just want to make it,even at times fake it.Why am I saying all of this?  to give you space to think.Your world is not perfect! No and neither are you.I have never claimed to be. I am me.Many of you, I dare say all of you have been through hell trying to grow up in this place, on this earth,this planet, we consider to be home. most of are bearly here.yet you can only think of you most of the time,yes? I know it be be true.Look at how you treat you. How can you reach me whithyou in the way? How can I reach you if you were not my intention in the first place?Think about it. Who we think about is who we reach.  If you are reading this, you know I had you in mind.We are human ,but we still have the potential to think as GOD.To think God kind of thoughts.  Not to lord over any one, but to aid and assist.  Something we really don't do very well. One reason is self preservation.  The first law of nature. You know the get ahead first theory,we grew up with?  We do just that to our youth everyday.The youth of the of this planet.Next time ,Ill catch up and  we will move on a little farther.  Be ready to circle,you may get dizzy (:  You got all this for free.  What are you willing to give?  Think about IT.

Poems To Share

Poems to share;
DI DTHIS HAPPEN BEFORE?                    

I love you now
feels as if it
happened before-
how could that be,
your age in me?



SAFE TO LOVE

Is love safe?No?
Tell me
I am ascertic who is
Assertive,Very
Assertive.


YOUR PRAYER

When you meet
me
you meet
a Prayer
I am
I Do
Meet You.



WHAT DO YOU WANT TO KNOW?

But ,I am
me
what do You want to
Know?
Show me
so then ,
We Will Know.

protect our chlidren

continue:One of the principle reasons for such demeaning of male youth is the garden of eden Adam experienced. The male is dominate in the earth. No one really knows how long Adam lived on the earth alone.  However we do know he did and later the woman locked inside him was removed by Father as to give him a 'Help  Meet.' Women have always known what that means,but most of the brothes still struggle with it . That is another subject.When man was created ,his ture design was for the sole purpose to be the friend of God. Man was created in the image of God. God blew His own breath in the man,after he was shaped as God.With all the actions by God the man also received a God Kind of Power.The man got in all,plus the perfect dwelling place for a man to live.  I believe all the planet were in place and all the heavenly bodies that exist. Some we know, many things we know nothing of .  New discoveries are made constantly,many we're told about many we'll never know only a select few,and most of them men.God walked with man right her for many ages as I stated no body really knows for sure.When the mother of all was made,yes she was made, man was created with us safely intertwined.We were created but in different form especially with the man in the mind of God, but only for a specified time.men and women,male and female are only for this planet.Where we are headed there is neither,male or female.We're all a piece of something so much more than we can think. I believe there was a time when we could have thought it ,but you see that had to be removed from us because we are in a fallen state. That kind of knowledge would have caused us to distroy ourselves. You see the evil one had already stripped Adam of most of his power.The brain capacity is not as it should be in us.We lost it when first we sinned.Unfortunately,we continue to decline each day in the power to thing as God would think. That that we could have is sapped becuse most it the power would be used against the very part of creation God gave us power to live and commit to,you and me,man.Wheather Adam was with Eve or not when she received from the evil one, does not matter,().of course I have my theory,that I will not discuss at this time.),the point is 'The Man Did Eat!'Right ? Right. more next time.

Protecting childern: One of the most important people on this planet are children. Children are Gods gifts to all humanity! At each stage,at each age here, we have all arrived.Some crippled before they begin their journey.That should not be,but its real. All youngsters are so very precious.For this reason I decided to teach in the public school. I started in music, sociology,law,medcine,all of that I thought I could do any thing at one time in my live. However,I graduated with a double major. So if I could do it all youth should have a chance to accomplish the same and even more. I believe more.I gave my students my best every day. I dressed as if I was on my way to a fashion show everyday. Just to say, you are important to me,and just as affluent,but I expect more.  What do think your youngster is capable of accomplishing,if not yours your neigbors child. Realy there is no limit to Gods creation ,His image, called mankind. I believe every provision should be made for every child that is born. no matter the race or ethnic background. I see an image of God our creator. I wish every child could feel that important. When I taugth I saw someone who would someday make decisions for me. Many of them have,some negative some positive.  More positive, because we cared as a unit.I've too many fail,for lack of attention,in every way.  Parents have allowed their youngsters to leave home every morning not knowing what school they will attend or if they were going to school at all. Homes have been contacted and parents were not able to to discuss their youngsters where abouts. I don't know if some of them even cared,just since they were out of the house every day. The sad thing is this happens at every grade level. Most of my professional years were in high school.  We had the same problem in middle school. I spent a a short time there, I could have done more if I had stayed there.  That is such a critical age,so much goes on,because they now if they are a little child or a teen. The truth is they are neither, but both. Its a trsnsition age, full of questions. The are between pubity and diapers.That age will keep you praying. At the end of my final year there One of my male studens an 8th grader ask me to forgive him,because he knew he was not nice to me. I saved that note,I have it now , I saw him through the eyes of a loving mother. I knew where he was in life, I could have distroyed his life with the power I had, I was the head of my staff in our area in both schools.but I worked to save youngsters,not to take away their right of recovery.The young man knew that. There are teachers in every school who target certain students.  Most days I ate alone at lunch because I didn't want to hear the complaints of teachers.People can take care of animals,plants,structers,rocks but not breathing, growing, stumbling children. These peple have become partners with the evil one,who on two occurrences that are recorded in the Bible of issured orders to get rid of males. You know that is usually the target in instutions of learning. Males intimidate the system.  There needs to be a study conducted on that subject. Prisons are over crowed with males, you see its a continous delemma.More next  time.

Introduction to me

Now at 9:15 P.M., I have completed my one meal for this day.  That does not mean I ate all day,but it took me all day to eat.
Introduction to Me.
I was given an old Greek name that had been in our family for years. My name is Laurissia. you have my permission to call me just that any time you see me. Laurissia meansCheerful and it also means Greatful. I am very grateful for you right now. Those of you who will read these writings thank you. I will write what I feel I need to share with you. It may be your same thought,but as my title says But I'm not you.  Isn't it wonderful how God made us,I thank Him eveyday.Now a little about me:
I am a blood bought child of God. Jesus the Christ is the Name of His Son.He is myBrother,my Savior and my friend.God Spirit,The Holy Spirit is my Constant compaion,I refuse to live without Him.I write about what I feel.I write about what I want to write,so look out.I was married for 51 years,my lord,priest,left here last year in January.I have and am making successful changes in my life. To God be all the Glory!I have 4 adults,I call my children.3 males 1 female.I love them much, they are a joy in my life.I have 6 grand-children,sweetest ones I know.The males in my life are Prince's,the females are princesses, I respect them as such,always.They are all beautiful to me.I'm a blessed woman.I'm an assistant pastor and have been under 3 of the men in my life,(my husband,&2 of my sons).I allow the them to lord over me.(well).I was a public school teacher,I'm a writer and a reader.I absoutly love people.All people,with no regard to how they look or feel about me. Some people hate me and they don't even know me. I am a praying woman.I can see and feel what is in the world we can not see.I belong to the Master,I love The Lord,He's my Friend!I love to write pros and poetry. I will be sharing from time to time.One more big thing I say what I konm to be true and what I think needs to be said. I'm not easy,I like challenge and change, I live in motion. You'll see. See you soon, the way I see who you are. Agape'

Introduction to my essays.

Welcome. More next time.I need to eat first.