I see you with my heart. I desire you with my thoughts. I wis you well this day and every day.  You know I thought about you Saturday night. for a lot a circumstances in my life right now, I have to choose various other days.  Know this I keep  you in mind always.  So many times, I ponder the thought of  things to do so as not just to jump up and down about what we need to do. I have solutions, and I never sing off with out sharing one or sometimes more.  They are just basic human everyday things to tend to the needs and rights of others.  We can not exist here alone. we need people.  Yes there are times when I just want to go and hide. to put everything and everybody out of my sight. Out of my ears. No, it last such a short time, but honestly those seconds do exist in me, the lover of all people.  I'm one of those ones who puts off Christmas shopping until the 24th of December. I love it, and I do it on purpose, just to be near all those people, wow, what a treat.  Its a time when I get to touch someone who had no intention on touching someone such that I am.LOL. y\You know what? and sometimes I do, I lol.  Bargans,yes, but the best of all is the Christmas feeling I get.  I get to touch people in mass.  One of my greatest desires in life. Crazy huh?  I told you I am crazy.  I'm crazy in love with you. My people, my unseen public.  What a thought.  Do you know how many young people have thoughts such as this? Graffito,  all over every thing. All kinkds of confirurations and all kinds of messsages.  Some of it , most of it is so very beautiful. Of course ther is danger in over kill. mMuch of it is written to send the establishment a message, some, ment to be art an expression, a belief, a destiny, even a way out, of what ever.  do you undersand whereI'm going? No I never did it. Nor would I ever. I'm from another place in time. where we learned how to speak piglatin and cuss you out while  some floks just thought we were so cute with those cute little nothing words.  We knew exactly what we were saying.  If you were slow, too bad, your whole family just got run down. Who am I talking to to night?  You needed to read what I just wrote.  Perhaps you were one of those. I was.  Youth come in all kinds of packaging. This is what out society has taught. The SERVIVAL OF THE FITTEST.  I get so upset with the educational system of rewards.  The teach students to lie and steal.  Some of our greatest minds are lost to the streets becausof their IQ according to a test  written and required by the elite, not genus, money. Power. And so we turn out what is taught to middle of the road.  Most of the society can not read or write. Count .Yes, that is business, sporst, music, building, machanics, science medcine all controlled by the elite.  Money.  Under bridges , how to blow a city up is taught and lesrned, by someone who was expell from school in the 9th grade. Who knew more than the teacher.  You know I'll telling the truth.  One of them may have been you.  Your mamma had a day job, no dad in sight, you usually had no lights in the house to study, and the kids thoght you were weird because you went to the library after school. But still. No one called your name when graduation day came. know any one like that? I have know many. They usually wast out on this planet doning something they usually don't even care any more, what that something is. Look what we have done! It can be corrected.  If it was you, you know a way, share it. Someone somewhere will listen. Not only listen but act on your behalf.  Not on so such just for you ,but for those out there who are are suffering as you did.  This is how we make his world a better place. one person at a time. One day at a time.  We can, we must.  Next time I will share how we make the middle of the roaders, liers and cheats. Hum. I may even define you. Maybe not, because you read what I write.  Until then, I'll keep you in my prayers and  I'll love you with every thought (**)