Hello again: Its good to know we are here together again. I'm excited,I get to share something I've not completely shared before, well not so completely.I'll start with a quote by Bishop T.D.Jakes:"Woman, you need to recognize what God has put in you.When God made you He didn't just decorate the outside.He put some things into your feminine that a man needs more than anything God put on your outside."  That is so very true.Look around ladies ,I along with you have seen some beautiful want-a-bes. Men that look better than a lot of women I've seen.They look like a woman.In their minds they are.That is not my reason for this writing, I don' know if I'll ever need to discuss that.Early this morning we will talk about us(the female population on this planet).You there is a little saying I just love, I've forgotten who said it,but it goes like this,'yes God made the man first,you always make a rough draft first.'  So Man is the rough draft of the Woman.I always smile when I say that in a way I want to maen it,but deep inside I know whowho He designed and created first is the finest and so many times the best. It is not easy to think that let alone say it ,but I say It and I mean I mean it.You see as I stated before the mans body was ours. We were made special,especially for the man.We women were designed with the man in mind.Our reason for existance, to please the man.You know what WE DID!For how ever long that lasted. We pleased him completely.  Many of you are thinking right now, I don't believe that. The Man Did Eat!  Listen he ate knowing he was going to die!  She gave it to him knowing she was going to die! Oh yes she knew.  Ladies you know we know stuff.  Things we never want anybody else know we know. Like we know the man God set up in us,in our heart of hearts. Many women have gone to their grave with secrets never told about their man.What happen to that part of our world?  What happened to the mainstay of who we are.  Emotionally one of the most highly stablelized bings in the world!God built in us the most complicated systems of recovery on the planet.  We have even allowed evil to steal almost all of that too.We give vent to emotions because we have the mechanism to recover.  Have you ever head this? 'girl,I'll be alrigth.' You know,they will be alright.As the system weaves its way through in in this block of manlte we call earth, it continues to reduce every system of strength of man,and the Bible say"that man would grow weaker and wiser." All true. Ladies there is something inside you,that is so desired, a man once ate himself to death,knowing that all men would would die after him. How special is that?  Its more than sex, sex can come from most everything down here with us. We all know that, we live in a now world. Sex is expression. Sex can cause psycholical ,emotionl and physical damage. I can say some folk, because I don't, thank God,I have nothing to brag about , because it is by the Grace of God, I'm who I chose to be,me. Some folk know all about what goes on.  I've heard their stories.  Making is just that making it.  Then what? A woman is a woman. A man is a man.  Until and unless you become so envolved whith tha person,thats all it it making it.  People get hung up on that too much.  Stuff all over the place and no one satisifide. What is that? Evil.  You know why because you will continue to locate a repeat of the samething over and over again until your flag is down and none of your plumbing works! What a waste.Love- No man in the World knows how to Love As we Love.  That is our VERY SPECIAL GIFT!  When you have been loved as a woman realy knows how to love, you don't need NO THING ELSE. Ladies we don't need to groupe around loking in all the wrong places for what we do best.  Plant your feet where you are and really show some LOVE! Yes you are going to get hurt.  You are hurt already,recompose yourself and reach out.Not now, after our discussion, this is a long one.Do you realize how many mothersor women who had children ,who did not teach them how to LOVE?  Maybe you are one of them.  Maybe you were not taught how to love.  No Love produces Hate.  Strong words hugh?  Thruth is like that it is always strong and usually no one wants to hear it.  Well I'm here and I'm saying it.  You know it is truth.Think about. It is getting late here in my world ,and I promised myself I was going to turn a little letter than I have been, but this is something I lve to do.  Share with people who want to know what I think I feel I know.Its always a joy. I've written books,they have been stolen and all other sorted mess.  This is free. I have a lot of this inside me.so much more.  God Is So Very Good to me.  If I could just tell you how Good I, maybe would.Until next time,Try to think a head of me.Try anyway(**)

Hello again.I just read my last blog,I'll try to type a little better this time.lol  I'm a little sad today,there was something I really wanted to do, but could not.I'm ready to move on. So you made it  to the end of this week. Wonderful.The Lord God created everything,then he planted a garden . After He planted the garden,He made a man from the dust of the ground,blew breath in him,and placed him in the garden.  The man had everything he needed or wanted.  He named every thing. God saw he man needed someone,so God presented everything to the man but none of those things pleased the man.God solved the problem. He put the man to sleep took a rib out of the man,and covered it skin. God took the rib and made a nother being,almost as the man.  He left it to the  man to name what He made,Adam called her woman.  He said because she came from him, he was man,Iysh, she would then be woman Ishshah.  You know, one was not dominate,they were equal. All the while the man existed the woman was inside him.  You see he was complete,in himself,alone.  The fact was however he was a lone.  Now he was not alone any more. He had a help meet. As I've said before,to help him meet whatever. How long as the both of them were here, for each other,walking together,all things went well with them.  You know the story about the first person and the first man and wife, to exist here.  I had to set it upso you can follow where I'm headed with this.Both the man and the woman knew one another well. There was never any mention of discard,in the garden except,when the serpent walked in  possessed by evil.  Yes, he walked up in there,but he slithered out,until now. The serpent was very intelligent,he kept Eve entertained. Plus he was good looking, easy to look at. That pleased her. A lot of theologians hold with the idea that Adam was right there doing the time when Eve was being begiled. I do not agree with that. You see the both of them could be where ever they thought, so where ever Adam thought he wanted to be at that time, I believe he was there. On any planet,or any spot in the garden. I believe that he came up after the event,what ever that was,I don't believe it was eatin a piece of fruit. I have my thoughts on what took place. Adam however showed up on the scene very quickly. He was there soon enough for the Eve to show him what she had done and handled so,as she could.  With the presentation Adam ,weakened,soccumb,to the desire of his wife, and did eat.  He became partaker in what ever took place. So what ever happened was internal.  Nothing bounced or glazed over them,it went in them. Where ever Adam was when Eve engaged, it sensitized him,and he came forth. Ladies, here is the man with all this power, enough for the God,the Creator, to desire to come down and meet with him everyday to visit.  He had the power to just think and things happened.  He was to tend the garden.  He did not have to exert  himself  to do it.  He thought it and what ever it was was done. Read the book of Genesis. It does not say what I just said, however it does say he was was the keeper of the garden. But after he did eat God told him because he had done what he did he would have to work,exert himself. Chech it out. The woman could have desired a child and it would have come forth. who knows what we were once capable of in that perfect place.  After a few stupid questions she should have known this was not the serpent she had been hanging out with.  With all the knowledge she had she became lax and lost her gift. Agift of perfect thought and control. Lord, what would that be like? I guess I don't need to know right now I'm writing.So what ever it was it happened.  The man on the other hand could have been in complete control if he had, had the sense to ask one question, what are you doing here with my wife?  Both of their thinking was off because they were perfect in thought and should have known evil possessed the serpent.Sisters how many times does it take for us to realize the garden experience?  We were placed here on purpose. our purpose to help the man, equally share what ever it is, he is. If he is we are.  It is still that way. But with a twist, our desire is to the man. You see where we messed up? Our Mother Eve?  Our role was changed when we did what ever that was we did.(Got my idea.).We are still causing them ,the man to  eat.  To see what is not in their best intrest. to feel what they they don't understand, to tast what is not in their buds.  Now how do we do that?  By committing the same mess that Mother Eve did.  We don't think, we just  feel. We feel like hurt for hurt,bust down for bust down. Flirt for flirt.  We were made special,for something so very special. to elevate that man until he does not realize his elevation from the dome that encircles the earth,apart from himself. Impossible you think. No, possible. What more,how high can he go without you?  Stop feeling it,lets think it. Feelings get us into trouble, causes us to do things we don"t need to do to survive. I have more so much more I need to share.  The man is the way is , becaues we have left him to do what we do,feel. More next time,oh so much more.  You think you don't want to hear it see it read it. Wait and see...Good nite,later-

Hi,It is my pleasurue to think again with you.Back to my established time again,Saturday night,oh its Sunday again,well.My daughter and I sing this song By the Hawkins,called' Jesus is the way'. We both love that part that says,"I will open up my heart to everyone I see."That is a lot of opening,(lol),however we both still do it. We love who we see,you.God made us who we are,all of us.I'm still amaized at the fact we are so very much alike.Not totally,in part, that is a enough for me.You see I really like who I see in you most of the time,sometimes I can't stand the sight of some,Hum? Just thinking.As always,I hope you are Well,and ready for my point of view. Sometimes its yours and you just could not say it Well I can. I've done it for as long as I can remember,how about 9 momths,in a play pin. I felt as if I were so abused,I could not join in the fun activities of the adults.  Did you know that the youth of the world can remember when they were that young and younger? And yet pepole close their eyes to the fact that they know about what you justdid. You know what that was.They saw you do it,and more than less they repeat what they saw. Think about it.  Young boys in jails that house men,Think  about it. Young children in crack houses and houses of ill repute. That where they live,and have no other choice. Think about it.I don't care for movies that air too much sbout the abuse of the young, I see it in living color all the time. I do what I can to change the atmosphere,for the young who cannot help themselves,without a put down on the parenting skills of the one who they must depend on,for real.How do you reach out to the lost and dyin in your sight.(I love everyone I see.) We forget love is a verb an action word.If you can't act you can't love,right? Don't answer, think about it. Am I off the subject of slavery? Not by a long shot!  We look at it daily, and pass right on by,because you think that the way we are doing things now adays. Yes it is.moster, the way it is.Not the way it supose to be or could be, because you see you, you have the same spirit influencing you too. Remember ther are only two.Until or unless you seek a way to change what you know is wrong you are a Slave Master too.  A simple thing goes a long way with someone who has nothing. A look a smile,a touch,a hello,can be priceless. I resuse to ride an elevator without speaking to person I'm with.  I refuse to sit beside a person Ican't  speak to or sime at. Who do we think we are?  Think about it. From the youngest to the oldest.  Everybody is important.  We want to go in and remove children from the homes where they live,and the same pepole you remove them from have other children and do the same thing oner again. Now who needs help? All these children usually are left in disfunctional family situations.  They become a meal ticket or ,lottery ticket or porn victims. You name, yes just go right ahead. Now think about.  How much do we all contribute to slavery? Because we have to watch our own backs. Do our ow thing to go up in in our own world.  The youth languish,in lie in dung wased communities with cheap answers for their survival.A tower of a different kind, huh?  We all live in this place, I just showed you where you possiblely stay.  What level is this?  Somewhere in the middle. Don't you think?  It's all good when I write about the very rich and the very poor. If the truth be most of the world is in the middle.  We do the most dammage, because we know better. We lost our minds as did Adam, over a bite of something beautiful and for get about the pain it took to gain that step you just took,to look at the top of your mountain.  We will learn how to to care one of these old days.  How much life will be left in you to give some youngster a break through?  Don't tell me about color,Don't tell me about gender . You see when my daughter and I look at you we only see a gift sent to to love and enjoy. A gift to care for, to minister to, to caress. What are we going to do about the young male s in the world who don't know how to become a man for real? I move fast, I already gave you a lot to think about for the now. Next time we will talk about male talk. Ladies be ready to move with me. My talk will be about us YOU. It won't be a smooth ride.  Until then, I'll be loving what I think I see in You (**).

Hello again,writing this blogg is like drinking Kangen water,are you ready for another drink? Well here goes,Kangen water.5:By the way I hope you are well:  We find ourselves in a pathalogical mix. A mix by design. Want to take credit? you'er ages to young. It was not your idea. Thi is to those who think you can you should have.  Too late,evil sought its way into the lives of man long befor now.  The sad thing is ,ther are so many even to this second, who invite evil into their lives.  Many times not because they want to be evil, but they have been so abused,and misused.  Our little ones.  You know they will be able to beat you at your game;I'm just saying. Lable them what you please, you will live to regreat it.  People really don't think of history,we are a repeat of what was and what is to come.  In every level ,as I stated before,there is hierarchy. From the tunnels to great mansions. Someone is respected and held in great esteem,more than others.  That comes from thoughts inside about who you are. Its a you thought, a me thought.  Some youngsters don't have a clue, and many times neither do you, how you developed the thoughts you allow yourself to think.  This is a spiritual world. Don't you ever forget I said this. There are two kind of spirits. Just Two.Good and evil. Day and night. One vision clear,one vision distorted,dim.Right? Right. Unless you are able to distinguish which is which, can you tell or instruct another? Think about it.Parenting 101. This world is without it for the greater part. Your young, who have no real stability instruct you. Nimrod was young and easy to look at. We like pretty people,and pretty things. Saul , a king of the Hebrew people was eye candy and stood above all the other people,a giant of a man.  That is why they chose him as king.  Yes we still do the same things. History,right? We have allowed evil to dominate our world, distroy almost all the good intentions and moral codes that ever existed.People made slaves to create a mock society.  We teach our youngsters its ok to sleep around, and disease is unnamed. Stress is untapped. And the beat goes on. We dream up wars and waste manhood in a sea of un controlled slavery. Slavery is out of control. Who cares? The ones at the top. They care enough to do it again and again, while we sit and enjoy the scraps from their tables. They steal and defy your notice of their theft. Nothing is said and of course nothing is done. Flesh is on the market and slavery goes on. And the young are are dying young.  Who cares? I care. Some care,but how about you.  Did you raise money for a foundation just say you gave or do you interact on a regular basis to recall the time in your life when you needed someone to care, for real. Today there are some of the most intellectual minds in all history. The youth on this planet have advanced to a great degree. This is the generation that will be abe to make this place or break this place. You are still here, that crisis you are looking for is not giong to happen until you are gone and forgotten.  You will have squandered your money on bogus bebifits,and build a tower of non effect. What is that? A Bable of another kind. You see Good did not leave this planet. I mentioned  that fact before .God stopped it. The best made plans of man God is still able to stop. I will continue this later. It seems the thoughts in my mind grow, and many times I give you too much to think about at once.However we will soon get on a page together. That is the way  life is here with me.Running fast, because time will not wait. It is not our friend. It is an enemy. Think about that.Until we meet again, the beat goes on -